Psychotalk with Dr Shruti

A note to Rama, Dear God, it's your birthday! Wish your presence in more millennium decades to come.. As we all belong to you, Me as your daughter devotee, want you to know certain things.. You as a personality, a God personified have inspired me in many many ways.. Most importantly, how even your subservience made you win a battle! It teaches me to surrender through my heart and be generous in my battles. Life has already happened to you, long years back, but it's happening to me now. Things which occurred  before are extremely the opposite of what it's happening now. Ofcourse you did your calculations,  but that doesn't work anymore in this generation. So many times I get lost, tend to hide myself from you, but still, you hold me! And you hold me tightly God. When I am waiting, you come. And the finest of advices I get from you silently. The virtues which you possessed, I try to inculcate in myself.  I try hard,I fail, but I still do. You purify my intelle...

I feel you always when I am alone, Into the openness,every corner and stone, I feel you beneath the vacant sky, Where everything seems fading away.. Or something still persists.. What should I name it ? Where should I ask for it ? My heart goes clueless, Like a breeze and it's coolness ..  I ask, What my heart is holding on to? Which I am sure I haven't realised yet, But I still want you to be there, Standing like a mountain, around me everywhere.. As only my heart can see you alive, One million love, always with you I dive, O creator, With all my virtues unending, Sometimes I feel that's the only thing.. In the end, I see an ultimate painting, A surreal abstract art without reasoning, So I plead you, be there wherever you are, I Breathe you so close but still very far..