Psychotalk with Dr Shruti

I feel you always when I am alone, Into the openness,every corner and stone, I feel you beneath the vacant sky, Where everything seems fading away.. Or something still persists.. What should I name it ? Where should I ask for it ? My heart goes clueless, Like a breeze and it's coolness ..  I ask, What my heart is holding on to? Which I am sure I haven't realised yet, But I still want you to be there, Standing like a mountain, around me everywhere.. As only my heart can see you alive, One million love, always with you I dive, O creator, With all my virtues unending, Sometimes I feel that's the only thing.. In the end, I see an ultimate painting, A surreal abstract art without reasoning, So I plead you, be there wherever you are, I Breathe you so close but still very far..